Open My Heart

Too long.Very long.
My heart has been shut for way too long.
Its a weird sensation.
Like suffocation mixed with blandness.
Its not often that I ponder upon this.
But now,when I am;
I feel bad 
And scared.
A bit disappointed.
Things have been too easy so far.
Destroying the joy of winning 
Something after pursuing it.
It is absent.
The joy of success.
That flavour of ecstacy.
But right now all I want is Someone to rip open my heart and 
Flash a strong ray of light within.
To give me yet again,
That sudden rush of adrenaline
The feeling of a balloon inflating within my ribcage
The goosebumps at the very look of Her face.
Man! I miss love.
I know I can get someone...
Anyone. With sweet talk.
But thats the point.
It would be too damn easy.
Not at all challenging.
Its been very long since I felt nervous to talk to a She.
Too shy to even speak to Her.
I miss those youthfull thrills.
Someone give them back to me.
Remove the rust from my heart.
Let it move. Be moved.
Till then, I wait.
An everlasting hour.
For the Heavens to split open
And bless their chosen Angel to me.
Till then i wait.
For the delicate beauties of nature
To capture my imagination.
To, for once
Open my heart.....