Sloshed

That’s it.
My body lets go
The world spins beneath me
I fall into never ending space
Darkness. Light. Darkness. Light.
But I’m in my room.
I hear a distant voice
No, its probably in my head
My brain throbs with foolishness
Nauseous.
Trying to hold back.
No shower can wash this off.
I just need to sleep.
But how ?
Disturbances and distractions fail me.
I’m hungry. Yet, I’m full.
I want to get it all out.
But don’t want to create a scene
My skin feels numb.
I could break through a wall
Don’t talk.
I might insult you,
Destroy you.
I’ve had enough
Shouldn’t have done this.
Now I sink
Into the comforting arms of my sofa
Fall into space
Weird thoughts
Strange dreams
Distorted faces.
Good night